im not funny ..im not interesting…sometimes im irritating..and out of line..sometimes i meddle with your life …guess what i just cant say that i care for you.. coffee tayo minsan? or maybe palamig…cheapipay lang akong tao ..im sorry ….
di kita mabibigyan ng bulaklak ……rosas …chocolate…di kita maisasama sa pinakamagandang lugar…wala akong perfect timing … sablay lahat ng sinasabi ko
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weather weather lang talaga…….
just my luck
im just a repairman how can i make her love me……………………
na iirita nga cya sakin eh…..
ayaw nga akong kausap nun eh ……….
busy pa cya sa course nya ….
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im just a computer repair man….
set me free
Today …is the worst day .
im fed up,.and im done with this..
all i wanna do is rest ,sleep,and then get banished
embrace pain to feel the warmth
its been a long while since my last post ahahhaa
this years misfortune has strucked me ahahaha
nadukutan ako badtrip !!!!!!!!!
my string money and picks are there T-T
well i know God has reasons 
i shouted loud so you can hear
your name im calling with fear
but you never looked .you walked away
ignored me and left me in tears
i tried hard didnt i
gave you my everything and word
i couldnt have done better
wasnt it enough that you wer my world
i wasted my life over and over
just for you to see how this affected me
i drifted for days like forverer
you didnt really care ..closed your ears for plea
replaced me in a split second
you chose to throw me away..
wasnt i good enough
wanst giving everything up good enough
i crawled almost everyday
trying to over come this stabbing pain
i cried and cried when i think about it halfway
deeper and deeper you drove me to become insane.
i stood by your house
watch the rain pour clear
i never noticed that tears fell fast
as if this gushing pain was kept for years
im leaving every single pain in this line
i know ive said a lot but now im fine
im gonna move forward and bury you behind me
ill continue and live my life the way it has to be
staring straight into the sun
i tried to see past my entire life
i saw things arrived and soon left and gone
i was so close but you burned me with fire..
i tried to be there
see your pain so you wont be scared
i tried hard to see things clear
blocking the pain and not let you disappear
staring by the moon with passion
i tried to focus on how my life is
i see tons of happy illusions
it tore my heart leaving it without peace
it broke me in half
destroyed my focus and made tears fall fast
every bit of your laugh
im falling deep inside fast
im holding it in
still after months of pretend
im putting it all in
insinde this heart no one can mend
i tore and slashed
the pictures we had
i burned and crashed
in my choice of path
im blaming my self for this
sealed everything with a serpents kiss
i did it to set my heart free
i did this because you always refuse to see
the things that are real.
the things that makes you feel
the agony and sadness of being alone
the tears flowing on and on/.
i miss yesterday..
but theres no giving up no
i refuse to bring back the day
i rather forget you and say no!
Your stars will soon fade away
your sky will soon darkened and go astray
you’ll soon feel the agony i felt
the tears that made me cry and knelt
im over this
tore everything and gave you my last kiss
poison to the heart and soul
i just never wanna see you at all
i wake up today
i fell upon this hurting pain
i twist to find tears
to find my heart waiting in vain
i lose my mind
blaming the pain on me
i pretend
and hide the truth inside me
ive been changing
so you wont see me
its you im blaming
for the nothingness i feel
i wait everyday
for a call a sense of love
i dwell on the past
hoping ill be ok even if i cry and sob
why does it have to be me
the one bent losing and dying
why does it have to be me
looking for answers your denying
ive been changing
so you wont see me
its you im blaming
for the nothingness i feel
im so far away!
ive changed to stay away
im so far away
im going far far away
